well, that's exactly what writing on my blog has felt like this last week, which is why i haven't gotten on. bad timing too, since courtney wrote me a couple of comments and i felt like too much of a slacker to respond. (courtney, forgive my rudeness, ok? i love getting your comments!) so anyway, i'm hoping tomorrow, i'll feel more inspired to write, but if i don't, you'll have the heads up that i'm still in this slacker writing mode, so it may be a while.
some other quick thoughts:
i'm missing e, courtney, and the wombsters today... lately, i should say.
i've been thinking about old friends, too, who for one reason or another i'm no longer friends with, but who were once central to my life. and for their participation in my life at that time, i'm grateful, so i guess that's why i've been thinking of them... so a thought toward those who i lost touch with out of laziness, life-hecticness, or just a parting of our synchronous cycles.
plus, i was sick earlier this week, so maybe that's why i haven't wanted to write.
also, i'm thinking about how in a day or so, it will be mother's day. last year at about this time, my mom had just come out of the hospital after having two heart attacks. on the drive back to CO from seeing mama in CA, after she was released from the hospital, we got a call that snark's aunt died. in a week or so this year, my best friend's mom is to have chemo once again for cancer that's been fucking up their lives for the last five years. hey, world? we need our mamas, ok?! i really don't know how to articulate this thought any other way right now.
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for what it's worth, i like that thought articulated in that way.
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