Monday, December 1, 2008

why triviality?

triviality, i guess, b/c as E and i realized one evening eight years ago, "this is it." even the quiet moments that don't seem so unusual or special. even the nothing-happened-days.

there's something about pausing, a shift... something valuable even in the most mundane of actions or things. maybe that's part of what retirement is about. this luxury of not waking to an alarm or to a task. this luxury of not knowing the day, not being expected any where.

...and maybe also trivial b/c i don't want any expectations about writing something fabulously interesting on this blog. because it won't be. in fact, i may not even write. i won't even hold myself to coherent sense-making: i may just make lists. or upload photos. or go to the beach and not even get online.

with that said...


2 comments:

Courtney said...

I love this! Did you write that poem at the bottom? I love the idea of triviality--it's so true, I think. It's like the example I use (that Sister Ellie told me) of washing the dishes. The dishes always need washing; and it's always the dishes that catch me up--the little things, the little things that keep repeating.

That's a beautiful picture--I'm so happy that you are on the beach!

sassy said...

after searching online for the poem/quote that applies to this idea and having no luck finding it, i serendipitously came across it in a printed-upside-down book in the thrift store just yesterday! here it is:

My life will always have dirty dishes. / If this sink can become / a place of contemplation, / let me learn constancy here.

***Gunilla Norris